1st experience on 24 season drum..

I always admired people standing at the stage of the hall performing the beating of drums..I always thought that what was so special about that???why is it so capturing people's attention....even..myself...I always talk to myself I would hope to learn that...Finally!!I made it....I tried it yesterday...To my horror of horrors, beat drumming was not easy at all.....It requires a person to listen attentively to the beats or rythm of the beatings of drums...furthermore hand eye coordination is really essential..!!!I hope to perform too...its truly a splendid moment when I saw all the group members beat the drums simultaneously......When can I reach that standard like them??!!

finally i have the inspiration to draw^^

well, these few days i been slacking my design self learning process...which i should'nt do so..'sad.......really regret!!so im going to draw again^^

finally im updating my blog^^

Well, its been a long time, i din really update my blog....i was actually having four blogs altogeta so far...horror of horrors!!!haah.......i cant believe tat at first..sum how this is a fact.....

I was grateful^^

I was quite happy that these two days my dear god sis with me all the time while im lonely....thx to her bf too..chris kent^.^..........Been happy spending my time with them these few days...^.^

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a sad drama series(Sorry but I love You)

this is the Synopsis of a sad drama series(Sorry but I love You):

Cha Moo Hyuk is a small time scam-artist working the streets of Australia. He was abandoned by his parents as a kid and his foster parents brought him to Australia. Unfortunately, he was mistreated by his foster parents and thus roams the streets, cheating tourists out of their money when they are lost. It is through one of these scams that he bumps into Song Eun Chae. Song Eun Chae is the fashion coordinator and childhood friend of the famous Korean singer, Brother Choi Yune. She sees Brother Yune as her life's focal point and does everything she can to please him. Brother Yune visits Melbourne, Australia to do a photoshoot with another famous Korean actress, Kang Min Joo, who also happens to be good friends with Eun Chae. Brother Choi Yune gets Eun Chae to get him close to Min Joo, as he is interested in her. It breaks Eun Chae's heart but she does so accordingly. One day, Eun Chae's luggage and money are stolen by the same band of vagrant criminals as Moo Hyuk.

Left alone by Brother Yune, tired, hungry and helpless, she wanders the streets aimlessly until she bumps into Moo Hyuk who, moved by her plight, helps her in a heroic action scene. When some gangsters threaten her, she is forced to spend a night with him outside on the docks. The next morning, she awakes to find her luggage and money right in front of her. Moo Hyuk managed to find the stuff stolen by his gang and return it all to Eun Chae, and with her stuff, she's happily on a plane back to Korea, when she bumps into Min Joo and Choi Yune, who are now a couple. Several weeks later, Moo Hyuk receives an invitation for his ex-girlfriend's wedding. At the wedding, Moo Hyuk is accidentally shot twice in the head when someone attempts an assassination bid on his ex-girlfriend's husband. The doctor saves him but only can remove one bullet. The remaining bullet in lodged too deeply within his head such that it cannot be surgically removed. It's killing him, and he has no longer than a year to live. Moo Hyuk is dying and his ex-girlfriend now married. He's a roaming gangster and his life, an utter mess. Guilt-stricken, his ex-girlfriend gives him a huge stash of cash and tells him to go back to his native Korea to find his birth parents. He does so, and finds out that his mother is none other than the famous Korean actress, Oh Deul Hee. She has a son, Choi Yune and both mother and son are adored by the Korean people as they portray a loving relationship and are immensely popular.

Moo Hyuk is heartbroken when he even manages to enter the house of Oh Deul Hee, and sees the portrait of Choi Yune and her son. He bumps into his birth mother for the very first time in his life, but can't help but feel so betrayed because she is doing so well in life, whilst he is merely living out the remainder of whatever little time he has left.

Feeling angry and full of rage, he vows revenge upon the mother and son. He starts by getting close to Choi Yune, eventually making it to become his manager. Bit by bit, he plots to bring Choi Yune and his mother down, but never expects himself to fall slowly in love with Song Eun Chae, the girl he helped in Australia. Eventually, Choi Yune is struck in a car accident and he will die without a heart transplant. Suddenly, Moo Hyuk is stuck with the decision of saving his brother, or selfishly bringing them down.

Eventually Cha Moo Hyuk finds out the truth that his mother actually did not abandon him. His mother had an affair with a married man. Eun Chae's father (Oh Deul Hee's chauffeur) was the one who abandoned Cha Moo Hyuk as soon as he was born and told his mother that her child had died. Eun Chae's father did this because thought he was "saving" Oh Deul Hee's reputation because if the Korean society were to find out about her affair then she would be treated as a disgrace. Oh Deul Hee adopted Choi Yune in memory of Cha Moo Hyuk, still believing he is dead.

Once finding out this out, Eun Chae's father admits to the truth, and tells him that he is willing to accept any punishment. Cha Moo Hyuk shouts at him, restraining himself from strangling him. He tell Eun Chae's father that one day he will receive one.

Cha Moo Hyuk dies after a dramatic motorcycle-riding scene. Before his death he calls Song Eun Chae and tells her, "I'm Sorry. I love you." His heart is given to Chae Yune, who makes a full recovery. One year later, a heartbroken Song Eun Chae goes to Melbourne, Australia, and then wanders through the same neighborhoods where she and Moo Hyuk first met, and finally arriving at his grave, lies down on the ground next to his plot and appears to sleep peacefully, despite her crying. She dies there next to a small red bottle, leading the viewer to believe she committed suicide. This is the apparent punishment that Eun Chae's father receives - the death of his own daughter.

I feel touched after watching this..and I hope those who view my blog,will go to watch this drama too...its really touching..

About VAMPIRE KNIGHTS

I would like to share one of my favourite anime that I have watched currently. Yu Cross ki' earliest memory is of being all alone on a snowy night in winter, when she was attacked by an evil "Level E" vampire and saved by a powerful but kind vampire named Kaname Kuran. Ten years later, Yuki is a school guardian, protecting the human "Day Class" students from the vampire "Night Class" students, along with her childhood friend, Zero Kiryu. The story follows Yuki's discovery that Zero has been turned into a vampire and her struggle to keep him sane and prevent him from killing himself as he fears turning into the lowest level of vampire, the monstrous Level E, all the while she deals with her unobtainble love for Kaname, who happens to be the highest pedigree of vampire, a pureblood.

Yuki faces a difficult decision with the arrival of Shizuka Hio. The pureblood vampire, who killed Zero's family and turned Zero, offers Yuki the deal of either killing Kaname Kuran or becoming a vampire in order to save Zero. Yuki decides to give up her humanity to save Zero, but is prevented by Zero who would rather kill Shizuka. Neither occurs when Zero's assumed dead twin shows up. Shizuka, instead, is killed by Kaname Kuran. With the loss of his salvation, Yuki continues to help Zero fight his bloodlust while also seeking to recover the memories she lost as a young child. As the series progresses, Zero's thirst for blood leads to his drinking from Yuuki, by her consent, to avoid becoming a level E vampire and losing himself to his monstrous instincts. Kaname is very protective of Yuuki, and to stop her from having to do this, he gives Zero his own "pure" blood. Also, since he had consumed the blood of Shizuka Hio, his own helps keep Zero from going insane and from needing to feed from Yuuki.

Eventually, it is revealed that Yuki is a pureblood vampire herself; the Pureblood Princess of the Kuran family, who had been transformed into a human before she lost her memories. It is also revealed that Kaname is Yuki's older brother and that they were engaged as children to be married. Despite this, Kaname is not Yuki's true blood brother, but an ancient and powerful ancestor of the royal Kuran family who was resurrected by Rido Kuran. He was raised by Yuki's parents, Juuri and Haruka Kuran, after Rido had kidnapped and sacrificed their first child to bring him back to life. To protect Yuki , her mother sacrificed her life in order to perform a spell that would seal Yuuki's memories and allow her to live as a human. After Yuuki reawakens to her vampire nature, Rido again tries to kill her and consume her power. As Kaname kills the corrupt vampire senate who they had discovered were working together with their uncle, Yuuki fights Rido. During a fierce battle, Zero aids her in killing him, but later on tells her he will have to kill her when he sees her once again, since she is a pureblood. She tells him that she will keep running, so that he will have a reason to live. 

on the date of 14th March

this few pictures i coloured using adobe photoshop cs2:

On the date of 15th of April

Finally everything was planned...Kah soon B'DAY celebration party...finally i obtained the green light from my parent^^...VERY happ...goin to meet with wai hoong,kah soon,kam mun,wai soon,kar shie....cant wait eagerly for that day to come^^

on the date of 12th of April

tis gal was at first by hand draw then coloured using photoshop cs4

on the date of 23th of March

Another robot which I named it as Optimus Gundam...

I love it^.^

On the date of 16th of March

I had drawn a cute monster and a guy using adobe illustrator^^

On the date of 11th of March

Ever since the cold war had ended...my life turned to be better^^really relieved....I finally believe that a person wont always be in failure condition..he or she will turn failure perhaps due to he or she must have been lost or give up hopes...now I encountered that and I finally understand the meaning of this comment by my seniors and buddies.

On the date of 10th of March

Finally things turned better today!!wow..so relieved now..
my problem finally like the stones in my heart have been shifted to elsewhere....Thanks for blessing me...I really very overjoyed abit today...However I sweared that I'll really work hard on what I want...MMU..wait for me argh...^.^

On the date of 1st of March

Today nothing seemed special..once again the sorrow was stil trickled in my mind posing me some problems...nothing much happen!!hais...when will my sorrowness over???!!oh god!YOU must blessed me argh...

On the date of 28th Feb

Today is indeed the third day of cold war...I feel very dismayed..ealy in the morning,i taken my driving lesson conducted by my mum earlier in the morning..mostly its was conducted by my dad..however due to that cold war...i really feel disappointed!!I admit that I was quite failure in my STPM...i guessed..BUT WHY??
WHY my daddy cant understand me....I really lost!!hell....

ON TH DATE of 27 th Of February.

Oh God it was a hot day again..The sun was shining mercilessly..and beads of sweat could be seen dripping down incessantly forming rivulets around my cheeks.Why am I that hot?I was walking from far to my lovely institution..re2...
whats tat?
its my new institution of computer courses..
i luv tat place..
however..since i jz got my results lately..
i feel abit scared..y?
because i afraid being keep on asking by the students or teachers on my sucks results.
luckily..
not much ppl knows im a form 6 school leaver.I am a bit disappointed till dunno whether got face to see ppl..

ON TH DATE of 26th Of February

I was unhappy due to the results I got...Luckily I had few friends to share with me...Oh thanks to them..really happy and glad that I have these friends with me..THEY were sze kah soon,ming fei,erica,khai sin,bao ling,jing yi,phooi sian,jih yen,sze ern,courney,maggie,melvyn and grace..

Really glad to have them as my friends..I will remember till my last breath will be taken by the Lord!!haha...
Am I thinking something stupid??Of come on,of course that's not the way...erm..I may be very negative person..but IT just too stupid to commit suicide as I 'll be like...abandoned all my friends and my understanding queen...haha...its happy to say that at the end..

Was that all?well,thinking of my results still very bad..I will get the thought of being negative again.at the same time thinking of my ferocious king,I'll tremble like a leaf..IF u asked me why,I also don't know why..haha..
perhaps I am really afraid of him..

ON TH DATE of 25th Of February..2nd part...

AROUND 1PM...I finally got my results...what would it be?
would it become bettef?would it be the want in my dream?would it be accepted by me and my parents?
all these thoughts flashed through my mind...like an animation scene popping in front of me..
well...all this would finally be answered once I open the result slip....
wat!!!??!!i got this?!...this was even...even..WORST?! that time I was totally down to no where already..
however...I was glad to notice that my parent came consoled me...and I was thinking that they finally had changed...they said what to do,you had done your best already...I was softened by this comment from them...after that I went to gather with few of my friends..em..the most happiest moment for that day was to sing k in the k box with group of girls..and of cuz the best was to thank a GIRL NAMED erica..her singing was nice and i was really happy that time singing with her and her frens...all of them I knew..however this happy moment was not last that long...everything then changed...

AROUND EVENING...
parent started to ask many superb question...I would say that its like playing the mind games with me..erm..I myself also cant really replied them well..
as a result this may be the start of my misery life...
I guess it was that way..
erm...I was not in good condition....then I was being asked a lot of questions as followed:why cant you get better result?see,I told you to come back home after school..you just refused to..see that why your are not listening to us!!and you are really bring nothing to this family...yup...thats what I really refused to do...why?
since I entered form6 I was quite hardworking at first...then perhaps once I was stressed out,I totally had a tough time in my academics...I hope to make use every little time I got...Know why?but al this i merely kept in my heart..

I some sought like getting a bad health condition..Thats I tend to be very sleepy easily.I was at first requested the king and queen to bring me to seek treatment but it was seemed that I was just overworked..
I felt myself slept too much so I refused to back home after school..
more over at home I cant do my homework well...since at school I can asked the teacher..right?
however I was blamed for that..
even now my body sometimes also feel that sleepy inside me..however..surprisingly is that if I am doing whatever things that I am interested in,I wont feel it..
I guess since beginning I had already had phobia to studies ever since I always obtained poor or not satisfied results for the real government test..As a result I think no matter how hard I try to study,There's a barrier over me..I really hope the queen and king in my palace will trully understand me for one fine day..


Conclusion:I was not in a good condition since exam reults announced!

ON TH DATE of 25th Of February..1st part...

TODAY..nothing special...I was just worrying about the outcomes of the results I would get tomorrow...well..guess you all khnow what's that result will be right?
It was the crucial STPM results..OH my gosh...I dare not to think...honestly I was thinking to get the worst result would be 2b2c..for me thats bad already..Its time to leave to go to bed..
hopefully everything went smoothly...time is around 12:50am

NO!IT COULDNT BE!!! suddenly I was uddenly awaken by my nightmare!!jz few minutes ago from now...6:30am...what I was dreaming was a bad symptoms...well...i dreamed that my result was merely 1b2c and 1d...I AM SWEATING NOW...so worrying and eerie type of feeling..I was shocked for that...and I was like numbed for particular moment...oh lord buddha!dun give me that results k?I hope it was just a dream...

ON THE DATE of 23rd of February

I was woke up quite early this morning as I was not having a good sleep yesterday night..well..I guess it was due to the problem that I was facing and once again I decide to give it a try to recover my files back again...




However,nothing can I be done..how sad it was...As a result I decided to draw something to enable myself to express my feelings of dismay and disappointing..After all it was all due to that msg..and as I hope to find some friend to chat..SurPriSinGly I saw HER-my friend...!!I told her what she sent me...?then her response was..I didnt send anything to you..and I repeat the msg that I had received..erm..She said...she wont online at that moment..then I was totally taken aback by what she had said...OH MY GOD!!that's bad....what the hell was that...finally only I realised it was afterall just a prank and it was indeed a virus that tricked me..!!What was all these about?!I was stupid to believe that it was sent by her...WHY am I that stupid?!OH SHIT!!these were all my thoughts at that moment...I took it as an experience of not to simply explore weird links...But the price wasnt too big for me???haih...



once again I was down again...

ON THE DATE OF 22nd Of February

Today, I was considered bad luck..Why should I say so..?
Well, as I was suffing the internet to do some research on studies while downloading some anime series,i saw something pop out on the screen of my laptop..I was curious that it was a msg of the MSN from my Friend and...what a surprised was she was sending me a photo...but the link was a bit weird..however..I was too naif to believe that the photo was really sending by her and I try to open it..horror of horrors..i cant open it..and my Avira anti virus system stated that it consisted suspicious virus..in order to open that file,i finally chosen the method to disable my protection..STUPID rite?I was totally unaware..However..no matter ho I tried,I was totally cant open it at all..and decided to give up..

Climax was that I was rechecked my folders and I decided to them up a bit for those that I no longer was in used...like games or software..then I was going to uninstall one programme..But!..as I was uninstalling that,I saw many unrelated files was connected to that process of uninstalling..and I quickly stop that..Did I manage to stop that?NO!!! I faced big problem this time..I lost my precious anime series of code geass,skip beat,k on, kimini todoke,shonen omnyoji...Is that all?Unfortunately was a no once again!!I also lost all my files on the desktop and all that included my folders of assignments of computer courses that i had gone through..What did all this mean?
I lost all my files!I was once again down and trying to search those programmes on back up files as what were recommended by my caring friend(courney)thanks to her really..then I try to do as what I ' ve been told..but I was in vain..cause all those programmes were mainly trial version and I was not affordable to buy the genuine ones...

First sad day of this week..